Into the dollhouse

2007-11-23T23:49:00.000-08:00

I haven't blogged for eons already.So i decided to blog before i leave for indon. Sorry for the lack of pics though cos i cant use my comp so i havta settle for my bro's lappie. But seriously i prefer ljing though.

Today's a boring boring day luckily maris is here to crash my house and keep me company. Ehh actually i think its the other way round. I'm just trying to make it sound better hahaha..have a b day party later but i'm mst prolly gna sneak out after a while to meet maris who will be in the area. The both af us are really soulmates !!!!

Tomorrow's jakarta!!!!!! Woo hoo!!! one week baby!! gna lotsa fun fun things! haha may be getting streaks!! Cranberry pink!!! so for those who wanna get this colour on their hair, I am getting it ok. so hands off that colour. Thank you.We're booked for mani/pedi. and lottsa good food and shopping !! Oh and btw i'm a millionaire.haha but all my millions are in rupiah haha . still i'm a person who's up for cheap thrills. Poor maris she's gna be stuck in s'pore and everyone's not gna be in s'pore!!! chin's going vietnam. bds is going japan. Luckily she still has her bff to keep her company.

I'm gonna leave all my baggages in indon. I'll try not to be disappointed in the things you do or not do. This is for the best i think the both of us need this one week break. without communication. Then we can be sure if we can live with or without each other. its time we did that too. It's been too long since we've dragged on this thing between us. Its been months already y'know. Everytime we try to make something outta it, we end up fighting. And i'm sick of it already. We are just running about in circles. I don't wanna be upset every single time . I admit you've done alot for me. But have you seen or realise the things i've put into this as well? I dont think you have honestly. How am i gonna face up to this i realy have no idea. but maybe instead of taking the loser way out by avoiding the whole issue. i'll use this week to sort out everything. At least this time i'll have all my friends around me and i wont have the computer which will make me give in to the temptation to talk to you.Every single time we take a break. I'll keep thinking abt you and this time i'll have too much fun to do that . and in the end i'll still fall for all the things you say. god i need help.But its not gonna be the same this time. Not anymore

The ftts emo day

2007-11-08T02:33:00.000-08:00

These are only some of the pictures..I'm too lazy to upload the rest..anyway..Happy Birthday Shahhh...love you!!! Omg these is only semi post o's celebration..look out for the rest after O's manzxzxz on the 13th november..its gonna be better...haha prom's gonna be even better

Love y'all my ftts..oh and welcome aboard Ruth!! The new member of ftts!!or is it semi or smth like that..haha Ftts rock manzxzxz..you ppl can go view the ftts friendster profile..y'all can access it via any of our friendster profile..y'all are free to add us..cos only people add the ftts..ftts don't add people..unless you are really special or smth..Special meaning any of our bf's, bff's or gf's or smth..

Oh and maris was being so retarded as usual...Ella and her were being so bitchy..nothing new there...so poor us..we had to endure all of that..haha but you know i still love y'all rightttt...I had a massive headache and so many blisters on my feet omg it was so painful!! Thanks to my lifesaver Atheena..who brought me plasters..thanks babe..you saved my life..i owe you!!!Oh and something went into my eye and i was tearing like all the way..i almost died!!..haha so many things happened to me la..i feel so useless...haha

That was ftt's emo day...we're gonna have another themed outing real soon !!So check out the new pics soon!!haha ciao ppl..Loves!!

2007-10-31T08:36:00.000-07:00

My first post!!decided to do this so that ella can keep in touch when she goes aussie..this pic is like from five eons ago..but yeah its cool haha